Update:

I'm miserable and I want to go home.

Of course, this happens to be the same day that I came home saying 'I love my job!!' on cloud 9. So it must just be because I had to leave my mom and sister an hour ago... Arrrg. I feel horrible, like my insides are knotted up and shoved somewhere in my throat. I'm still so scared.


But today really was incredible... The 'design house' team I work with is amazing.. really. They do wonderful projects and they're a lot of fun. Etc etc, I can't say enough about them... I will however drone on in another post. For now, I have sleep to catch up on...